I joined the regular meeting of Injoy TMC yesterday. I hadn't attended for a month. I was glad to see some old friends. but I feared of talking, not be confident because have not talked to ues English for long time. I had nothing in my mind , don't know how to express my idea, don't know what to say, don't know begin from where. Even what said also was not clear and logical. My hands always put in front of my stomach and my voice was small. those are not good habbit, I want to change them and practice more at home, but I was same as usual sanding there. Because felt nervous? No. That it's practice is less enough and the desire changing myself is less strong.

My friend ever told me" do more efforts." Really, There is not short path to go for studying in the world.

If the speaking is like writing a essay every day to practice , trust that I will be able to a good chance.