Having thought for a while, I decided not to let myself be tortured in this way any longer. After all, everyone has the right to pursue a better and happier life for himself, so do I. It is important to keep my word, so I didn't choose to leave until having rented here for a half-year period. And hopefully everyone is happy although it is not easy at all.
Never give up. No matter what happens and no matter in what kind of a terrible situation I will be in, be optimistic and think positively. Do not be a blind person, use my eyes to observe the world and use my brain to think. Think hard and speak softly.
Be thankful for what I've got. Thank you, Ling. Thank you, Kam. Thank you, Garry. For your sincerity, consideration and everything. I know that I am not a smart girl, but I will always be my best. And I believe I will become a better me sooner or later.
Lead a minimalism lifestyle. Do not purchase too many things, which will all become burden when I leave. I am just a passerby, so it is very practical and wise to have a light suitcase. However, it is a must to be generous towards those who really care for me.
P.S. I feel so happy that Hayao Miyazaki is coming back. So it seems that the empire is finally shaking back. Come on!
