作者：何強

         周末，我縮在家中和家人共餐後重又打開久置塵封的，九壹年買的鐘愛有加的《海子•駱壹禾作品集》。讓這壹對孿生麥地之子重新沁壹下自己發澀的詩魂。記下海子的話：“要熱愛生命，不要熱愛自我，要熱愛風景，而不要僅僅熱愛自己的眼睛。這詩歌的全部意義是什麽？。。。。。。做壹個詩人，妳必須熱愛人類的秘密，在神聖的黑夜中走遍大地，熱愛人類的痛苦和幸福。忍受那些必須忍受的，歌唱那些應該歌唱的。”在本書的讀後我記下：讀著，讀著，我好不悲傷。從海子•駱壹禾身上看到了我存在的多余性。。。。。。有思想，有過可以稱作思想的思想。可都被“沒有環境的環境”所埋葬。

        讀海子，每次都不能自己，甚至為買這本《海子•駱壹禾作品集》不惜曠工壹日挨批。海子的詩叫我感動，可海子卻讓我無言：壹個農村的孩子，壹個安徽窮鄉的孩子拼到北大成了人大教師是多麽的不容易，可為詩卻甘去臥軌，怎不心顫。。。理智無詩，聰明無詩，世俗無詩，非瘋狂到把生命融入不可為詩。。。終於明白我為何不是詩人，只是壹個寫詩的人。讀海子，無地自容，然三分瘋狂的我卻要終生伴詩。

Reading haizi

The author: HeQiang

Weekend, I shrink in the home and family to

dinner again after open the long dusty, JiuYi years buy beloved by "haizi,

LuoYi hetian collection". Let this one twin sons of wheat to resolutely

encourage this one your hair dry. Note haizi's words: "to love life, do

not love themselves, love of landscape, and you can't just love my eyes. What

is the whole meaning of this poem?... make one a poet, you must love the secret

of the human, in the holy night through all the earth, love the human suffering

and happiness. Put up with people who have to endure, those should be singers

sang." In the book got me write down: read, read, I am very sad. From

haizi, LuoYi hetian saw my spare of the existence of... Can have thought, have

called the thought of the thought. Can be buried by "there is no

environment of environment".

Reading haizi, not every time, even to buy

the "haizi, LuoYi hetian collection at absenteeism criticism together one

day. The poem of haizi moved me, but let me silent haizi: one a rural children,

a poor village in anhui the pku children to become teachers of National People's

Congress is how not easy, but for poetry to people, how don't heart

fibrillation... Reason no poem, smart without poetry, secular poetry, must be

crazy to put life into as poem... Finally understand why I am not a poet, only

one person who write poetry. Reading haizi, shame, three crazy but I want a

lifelong companion.